If there were ever photo's that I would consider as TRUE self portraits....you're looking at them. The blur is "Distorted Diana" and the other is "I Walk The Line".
Although I do learn more and more about "me"/"I" almost on a daily basis....what I am learning is only leading me to more and more frustrations....and yes....some anger as well.
I can only hope that one day....these blurs will finally become clear and if I step off the line....I won't fall to far down and someone would be there to help me get back up. I only know of one that would.....and not think it an inconvenience .....no matter what. I thank you....from my "Heart and Soul".......I thank you.
About Me
- Diana
- lives on a small farm in Casco Michigan along with her husband Ken, son Brandon , grandson Jordan and numerous "critters". She is also the mother of Justin Rowell. She is a "free spirit" wanting to "get lost in the sparkle and fade". She will someday....just watch her!
Friday, January 8, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Frustration
So much going on with me lately. So many worries I lock away inside that no one knows about. Builds up until I feel like I am going to burst. Sometimes I will share my worries....most of the time I do not.
No one here really to talk to......at least to be listened to with interest. " Conversations" in passing. Today I broke down and cried in the middle of the grocery store....I was fine....and then I wasn't! I don't like to cry....but I especially don't like to do it in public!
Maybe I am just frustrated? I need to find some sort of balance again. Very diffacult to do in a "lopsided" house.
No one here really to talk to......at least to be listened to with interest. " Conversations" in passing. Today I broke down and cried in the middle of the grocery store....I was fine....and then I wasn't! I don't like to cry....but I especially don't like to do it in public!
Maybe I am just frustrated? I need to find some sort of balance again. Very diffacult to do in a "lopsided" house.
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