- lives on a small farm in Casco Michigan along with her husband Ken, son Brandon , grandson Jordan and numerous "critters". She is also the mother of Justin Rowell. She is a "free spirit" wanting to "get lost in the sparkle and fade". She will someday....just watch her!
Friday, January 8, 2010
Although I do learn more and more about "me"/"I" almost on a daily basis....what I am learning is only leading me to more and more frustrations....and yes....some anger as well.
I can only hope that one day....these blurs will finally become clear and if I step off the line....I won't fall to far down and someone would be there to help me get back up. I only know of one that would.....and not think it an inconvenience .....no matter what. I thank you....from my "Heart and Soul".......I thank you.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
No one here really to talk to......at least to be listened to with interest. " Conversations" in passing. Today I broke down and cried in the middle of the grocery store....I was fine....and then I wasn't! I don't like to cry....but I especially don't like to do it in public!
Maybe I am just frustrated? I need to find some sort of balance again. Very diffacult to do in a "lopsided" house.